#and also. obvs. laptop

[maybege]

btw i am still alive now that i have recovered from swiftkirchen and i hope you are all doing super well this summer! i am FLYING through my reading list atm which is amazing and i am feeling more and more inspired for things (footballer!paz anyone? roommate!paz as well maybe?) so hmu in the inbox it is TIME TO THIRST

[skunkes]

> god i need the year to be over so i can put all my doodle pages in one pdf and keep that open all the time for self ref instead of having to open the file/canvas every time

> mfw its already december

[evansbby]

I wonder if the same dumb ass glitch is also happening on the MS word on my work laptop… I’ll test it out tomorrow lol

[raitrolling]

Also was randomly thinking about parental situations for human AU earlier

Katrin lives with her parents and her younger sister (Aislin), and is on good terms with them, but in true Katrin fashion is pretty emotionally distant due to her depression. Her parents have tried to reach out and reconnect but have been at a loss for how to help their daughter for a long time

Nancor lives with his dad, and his mum tragically died when he was young. He witnessed whatever accident that was, which caused his obsession with death and eventually studying to become a mortician and also getting really into taxidermy and the occult. He’s very close with his dad, who thinks his hobbies are a little morbid but is supportive regardless

Eichio lives with his older brother Adrile, who is about 10-12 years older than him. Their parents are divorced, but their mum has been out of the picture for a long time and their dad was an abusive asshole. Adrile didn’t move out until Eichio turned 18 because he didn’t want to leave his younger brother alone with their dad, and then he convinced Eichio to move out with him

Ashe lives on his own, but visits his parents regularly. They’re also on good terms, his mum is a sweet little worrywart who dotes on her son all the time, and while his dad is less doting he’s equally as supportive and proud of his son for pursuing a career in medicine

Velour’s parents have been out of the picture since he was a toddler, and he’s been raised by his grandparents ever since. They have lucrative careers that require them to be constantly traveling the world, and simply did not have time to raise their son. He loves his grandparents and still visits them even though he’s long moved out, but feels nothing towards his actual parents other than the usual melancholy that hits around his birthday and they’ve forgotten to text him or send a postcard again

Lusien lives with his dad at the lighthouse in the fishing village they reside in. His parents had split up amicably when he was younger, and he still sees his mum from time to time. He’s on good terms with both parents, but is definitely much closer to his dad

Viltau has always had an awful relationship with his father, as he was the most typical ex-military asshole dad you can imagine, and was a lot closer to his mother growing up. The first thing he did after graduating college was move out and start his catering business. Then the first thing he did have making it big in the industry was buy an apartment for his mother to help her leave her husband for good

[imwritesometimes]

me hitting CTRL+S four times and clicking save twice on every wip document forever. just to be safe.

[istherewifiinhell]

i should go back to emailing my friends. man was not meant for correspondence broken up by 2000 characters limits. discord app stay loosing

[jellyaibo]

i cant. remember how long its been since last time i asked this but if i started selling little funny object show, furry trinkets (like keychains n stickers and cuz i wanna test the waters) would anyone be interested in buying em ?

pls share this around if u want!! i wanna know what people think ^^

[cannibalismyuri]

SARAAAAAAA hiii i missed you on the dash

How have you been? :)

CHARLESSSSS hii my favorite bodyguard ❣️

i've been quite busy and a little down for a long time but im feeling better trust !! and im back on tumblr !! yay !! but like i will be less active 😔 so . anyway what abt u!!

[queenerdloser]

it's been literal years since i had a personal desktop computer (as in, not since i left for college way back in 2011, so literally 13 years) bc i switched to a laptop for school and never looked back but. jesus christ. i forgot how nice desktops are. i pretty much just planned to use mine for working remotely & gaming but it's just soooo easy to be on i'm using it more and more lol

[gio-cosmo]

I’m taking some community college courses soon and istg if someone doesn’t see the fandom related stickers on my laptop and immediately become my lifelong bff I’m dropping all classes idgaf

[jorvikzelda]

Swish as a payment option no matter how expensive your purchase is is so fucking wild. Ah yes let me just pull out my phone to swish you thirteen thousand kronor, Online Store, that sounds completely reasonable

[marciliedonato]

No bc I literally don't understand what the actual FUCK paramore were thinking joining the biggest tour in the world as an OPENER as a replacement for an EU tour that fans gave been asking for for the longest time *AFTER* the presale period for said tour tickets (that cost an arm, a leg, your first born child, a blood sacrifice and your kidney on the black market excluding accommodation and transport 🙂) has already ended a MONTH ago and somehow thinking fans would actually be happy abt this. Like I seriously cannot understand their train of thought behind this. Literally who signed off on this. Who genuinely thought this was a good idea and not a massive "fuck you" to EU fans, some of which (like us here, hi, remember us? It's been 12 years this week...) have been waiting for TEN+ years wishing and hoping and holding out hope we would have our special moment seeing everyone else get to have theirs and just have so much fun and awesome experiences while we sit and watch and tell ourselves someday, somehow, it will be us.... And then whenever it is time for shows to happen (bc pmore is not a touring band, there's only one shot and it's when there's an album out - so it's been at least 6 years for everyone here) we either get ignored or.. whatever the hell this is.

Like I don't think you understand so ill say it again... THEY ANNOUNCED THEIR EU TOUR IS AS AN OPENER FOR THE BIGGEST ARTIST IN THE WORLD WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN GET TICKETS ANYMORE AND *BASICALLY* CALLED IT THEIR EU TOUR BC THEY HAVENT SAID ANYTHING ABT ACTUALLY DOING ONE OF THEIR OWN.... yeah.

And don't even get me started on the ppl trying to gaslight EU fans into feeling bad or make us the bad guy here for not being happy with this shitty arrangement... Yes, this is big for them. Yes, they're gonna make a shit ton of money and yes, h and t are friends so they're literally chilling with friends for months (extra fun for them) but bands are literally nothing without the fans and we're being told to just smile and suck it up and be happy for them bc somehow money and fame matter more than the people who got you where you are and are just asking you for something as basic as respect bc they're literally being treated below everyone else... That's all it is abt, right? The money and selling out arenas (bc 'tHeY cOuLdnT dO iT oN ThEiR oWn tHiS iS mAssIvE jUsT ShUt uP anD bE hAppY fOr tHeM')....as long as u can make a shit ton of money it's a free for all, fuck the fans and their feelings right lol 🤪🤪🫠 like 'omg ur upset one of ur fave bands is treating u like ass/lesser than?? omg grow upppp they dont owe u anythinggg 😒😐'

Anyway I'm still pissed and I do hope they will do the right thing and like, at least try to have their own shows between her gigs or smth and can fix this for everyone specially considering how many people are giving them pushback for this bc this is absolutely atrocious and a diservice to EU pmore fans and our right to be upset is valid and I will not be told to calm down by Americans (et al but mostly americans) who are used to everything being handed out to them on a silver plate telling us to be happy abt them making bank and that we're overreacting fuck that noise lol

[bloodswag]

forgot to update my queue still lol but good news!!!! i got my new job orientation soon!!!! also i'll post some art in a lil bit hehe >:3c

[possum-tooth]

dating and trying to figure out holidays is definitely a level of hell

[inkykeiji]

Idk if this is a silly question but is there ever a point or situation where touya-nii isnt so jealous and possessive to where she’s allowed friends? or it doesnt matter cause hes borderline sociopath

hi anon!

tw: abusive relationships, toxic relationships

to answer your question: nope! the raging jealousy and possession/possessiveness are kind of like two of his core traits when it comes to her. i talk about touya’s need for control + power a lot and this is heavily connected to that. he desires control over every single aspect of her life. to him, he literally cannot fathom why she’d ever need friends when she has him and natsuo (this sentiment in particular comes from his antisocial personality disorder (sociopathy) which mostly inhibits him from forming and understanding meaningful relationships. natsuo, his mother, and his reader are technically exceptions to the rule, but as i’ve said before, his ‘love’ for them is twisted and thorny and toxic).

this is also an abuse tactic, whether touya is actively aware of it or not, to keep her beneath his thumb completely and entirely. a lot of abusers will slowly and almost systematically cut their victim off from any support lines (friends and family) so they become trapped and completely reliant on their abuser. the last thing touya would want is some ‘outsider’ looking in and possibly putting ‘ideas’ in his precious brainwashed baby’s brain. thus, if she were to desperately need a friend and beg and cry and plead for it, after being unreasonably offended by it all, the only way touya would allow it to happen would be through supervised visits (and probably a thoroughly vetted ‘friend’).

in this respect, bmb reader would actually be a good candidate, because she is in an abusive and toxic relationship as well, and she is less likely to raise as many alarm bells as someone who isn’t in their position would. granted, bmb reader is a brat and has more freedoms than tnii reader does, and she’d definitely be critical of touya (her and touya would not get along) but not to the point to be a real threat to him.

it is definitely cute, in a twisted sort of way, to think about the two of them getting together and having sleepovers and doing homework together and giggling over the phone late at night etc etc all the things bffs do, and it would probably be good for the both of them to lean on each other and have one another there for support and to talk to about their situations. to have someone who, in some capacity, understands. it would be nice for tnii reader to have a friend, honestly. bmb reader not only has that freedom (at least for surface level uni friends) but she also has dabi to lean on, too. tnii reader is entirely alone; it isn’t like natsuo is ever on her side. it is honestly very tragic, and very heartbreaking, when you think about it.

[dongiovannitriumphant]

anyway forget a spongebob episode or whatever the TRUE lost media white whale is whoever originally drew these pixel horse linearts which were endlessly remixed into sprite sheets and premades on literally HUNDREDS of little internet horse websites run by 12-16yo scandinavian girls in the 00s